Friday, April 27, 2007

Why I Believe in God

One of the ultimate fallacies embraced by many in the West in the 20th century was that the explosion of scientific knowledge that was changing the nature of human existence was simultaenously making belief in God intelectually impossible. If it was now possible to scientifically explain how a molecule was constructed, was that not proof that "God did it" was no longer a valid explanation?

What science has actually done, in truth, is to begin to unveil the sheer number of factors that must be balanced for the universe to even exist, never mind for it to allow stars, planets, and water. This number was far greater than anyone could have imagined. Science has shown that there are literally billions of factors that must be interrelated in the most delicate balance to allow existence and everything that follows.

If any one of these billions of factors was one percent greater or lesser, we wouldn't exist. With this in mind, there are exactly two ways that we could have come to this point. The first way is coincidence. The second way is God.

People who believe that this infinitely complicated construct is the result of random forces adopt what is sometimes called the monkey thesis. This thesis holds that if you put a monkey in front of a typewriter, perhaps with a pack of cigarettes, for an infinite amount of time, the monkey will eventually write "Romeo and Juliet".

At first blush, this seems reasonable. After all, if you give the monkey infinity, won't he eventually write every possible mix of letters, spaces, and punctuation? No, he won't. The chances aren't one in a trillion; they are zero.

Perhaps after ten million years, the monkey will have typed a complete sentence of old English, but he will never write "Romeo and Juliet". He will do this ...lkj dd khagbnkvs,.;ankd.. forever. Time and giberish would travel forever on parallel tracks, but they would never intersect in something as complicated and interwoven as "Romeo and Juliet". Only design could cause this. Randomness does not result in order.

Proceed, Solinius, to procure my fall
And by the doom of death end woes and all

That's not random.

Every person on earth can look at themselves in the mirror and say "everything that has every happened in the universe was part of a design that was meant to ensure my existence." This is true for every person who has ever lived. Each baby born is on the cusp of this design. The universe was designed to ensure that I would be here right now. And that you would read this sentence right now.

The idea that science disproved God is perfectly backwards. Science proves God by proving the infinite complexity of every molecule, every shadow, every sparrow. And the language of science is uniquely equipped to tell us that such a construct could not possibly be random.

Saturday, April 14, 2007

The Mirror




I am a child of the 60's. I was born in 1979. The dominant paragdigm would have it that my parents are children of the 60's but, in reality, they were children of the 40's. Just as the 20th century really began in 1914, the 60's really began in 1968. In 1968, my father was 22 and my mother was 19. They were brand new adults, former children of the 40's.

The reason that the 60's were so tumultuous was that reality was clashing with the absurdist bill of goods that my parents' generation had been sold by their mother culture. These children of the 40's grew up being told that the United States was always on the side of justice, that American history could be seen as a Manichean struggle between liberty and darkness, and that whenever American soldiers were sent into battle, they did so in selfless acts of liberation, never for venal, Europeanish notions of self-interest or, God forbid, corporate interest.

For a variety of reasons, it had become clear by 1968 that this narrative was grossly oversimplified and self-serving, as well as condescending to the highest virtue of any real republic: an enlightened citizenry; talking about American power without mentioning victims was like talking about the Beatles without mentioning John Lennon It was inevitable that this house of cards should come crashing down, and perhaps the biggest surprise is that it took so long. It is impossible for me to relate with the paradigm of an always-just America that my parents' generation was inured with, but I can see the consequences of their realization that it was, from a certain point of view, utter bullshit.

The problem with holding your country, or your religion, or your spouse, or anything else to such an impossible and ultimately irrelevant standard as total goodness is that, inevitably, dissilusionment is guaranteed. We all go through this process, whether we are children of the 40's or of the 60's. We all have moments in life when we realize that things aren't as black and white as we once assumed. "Ah, but I was so much older then, I'm younger than that now".

The challenge, in religion, patriotism, and love, is in reacting to this inevitable awakening in a constructive way. This jolt can easily destroy us; we must harness it and use it to strengthen us. Far too many of us, especially children of the 40's, reacted to the rude awakening to America's actual place in the world by rejecting everything that America stood for as inherently agressive, racist, and oppressive. It is as if, upon discovering that the world was not created in a calendar week, they rejected the Bible from cover to cover, Gospels and all.

This is dangerous, and it should warn us of the dangers of indocrinating our youth with absudly unrealistic interpretations of our country's past, which inevitably manifest themselves as absurdly unrealistic expectations of our country's present and future. As a child of the 60's, I was a skeptic from the moment I was conceived, and I believe that this has been to my credit. This is why I am thankful for the 60's; at a great and anguishing cost, the children of the 40's, in the 60's, forced reality onto the American people and, to an eternally debatable degree, the American establishment itself. The cost, however, was the ability of many of the children of the 40's to objectively assess their country's actions.

As a professionally trained historian I am, to say the least, well acquainted with the facts that NO nation has ever acted out of anything beyond some appraisal of self-interest, that ALL nations commit mistakes and, yes, crimes, and that great nations, by definition, make great mistakes. With this background, and without the burden of the 40's paradigm to fight against, I can look at things like the Vietnam War, for example, in a broader, somewhat depersonalized sense.

My parents, for obvious reasons, cannot do this, because they were robbed of an innocence that I never knew in the first place. To stay with the Vietnam example, while I feel, just as many children of the 40's do, that no American soldier should have ever set foot in Vietnam, I hesitate to point to the war as evidence of incipient American fascism, or as part of an intentional campaign to wage genocidal violence against people of color who dared assert their independence from America's imperial sphere. I use language like "criminally negligent mistake, made clearer by the passage of time". Many children of the 40's are more given to language such as "willfully orchestrated holocaust".
To take another, less emotional example, when I look back on the moon landings of the late 1960's and the early 1970's, I see the clearest possible manifestation of American exceptionalism, made all the more romantic because no violence was involved. I see the unbounded optimism and romanticism and yes, naivete, of American culture laid bare for all the world to see and envy and emulate. Many children of the 40's see an America that was using the last bottle of water to wash its boots while people were dying of thirst at its heels.

I have the lack of unrealistic expecations that allows me to acknowledge that a strong America is not only not a threat to the world, but is utterly necessary in maintaining some vestige of international peace and order. I have no illusions about America; America is made up of human beings, some of whom are naturally given to dishonestly, incompetence, and discrimination. America as a system, however, is better equipped to dull these tendencies and than any other system we have seen to date.

My lack of illusions about the virtue of America is complemented by my lack of illusions about the nature of America's enemies. Our Vietnamese enemies, who any serious person must respect, if not admire, as the most worthy of adversaries and the most dignified and courageous of people, simply wanted to be left alone. They were the exception, however; most of our enemies would stop at nothing to destroy us, and are only kept in check by our might.
Many of the children of the 40's and the 60's point to Europe as a model for the United States to emulate, since it has renounced war. I love Europe, I consider America to be a European nation, and American architecture and cuisine will never touch the hem of Europe's garment, but European pacifism is not necessarily something to romanticize. While I applaud Europe's renunciation of colonialism as well as great power war and agressive war, I personally have the very sincere fear that they may also have renounced their right to defend themselves, apparently hoping instead to stop having children and to allow millions of Muslims into their countries and just tolerate themselves to their hearts' content. I take a genuine comfort in the fact that America has not done so.
Europe had its own children of the 40's, only they were children of the 20's; Europeans realized a full generation earlier than Americans that they were capable of unambiguously terrible things, only in Europe's case, their awakening was caused by widespread conduct that was the most obscene and pornographically violent spasm of inhumanity ever seen. All condensed in the cradle of modernity too boot. So, just as my parents were learning that America could do no wrong, Europeans were convinced that they could never be trusted to use force, for any reason, ever again.
I also take a genuine comfort in the fact that, when America was attacked on its soil by Islamist terrorists, it had the capability and the will to at least attempt to hunt down and kill the people responsible. Most of our reaction to 9/11 has been a cosmic clusterfuck, but I'm glad I live in a country that is not so guilt-riden that it won't seek vengeance against nihilistic mass murder without apology. When Great Britain was attacked on its soil by its own Muslim citizens, its government responded by rushing to the mosques of London and assuring London's Muslims that the attacks had nothing to do with Islam. As opposed to war as I am in most practical or theoretical cases, I am proud to live in a country that is civilized, but not to the point where we won't fuck your shit up if you attack us.

To put it bluntly to the disillusioned children of the 40's and their offspring, my peers, I say this: if you want to live in a country without sin, go start your own country and don't let anybody live there, including yourself. This is not to be glib, it is to be honest. It also, however, raises the danger in this line of thinking, which I fully acknowledge as being as dangerous as the 40's delusions.

The understanding that mistakes and selfishness are inherent in any foreign policy must not mutate into a vehicle for excusing blatant crimes of commission, as opposed to inevitable mistakes. For example, after Abu Ghraib, the only "defense" of the Americans' actions ran like this: "If Saddam Hussein still ran those prisons, the torture would have been way worse". To put it diplomatically, Fuck That. I am not a naive idealist, but neither am I willing to downgrade our expectation of moral conduct to the point where anything more humane that Saddam Hussein is excusable.

This is, of course, a very fine line, and one that requires eternal vigilance and introspection. We must not let more realistic expectations about the nature of American power devolve into acceptance of American crimes as the inevitable byproduct of exercising that power. The more important task, however, is for the children of the 60's to thank the children of the 40's for making the 60's happen, and to then convince them to come back into the fold.
I can only imagine how much it must have hurt to realize that the myth of universal American benevolence was a lie, but the answer is not to reject the entirety of what America is. The answer is to come back to America, to come back and love America not as you loved your mother as a child, but as you love your spouse. Come back to an adult relationship, acknowledging the possibility of heartache while also acknowledging the reality of love and the fact that, all things being equal in an often scary world, there's noone else you'd rather be with.

Friday, April 6, 2007

How the West Destroyed Time




Perhaps the simplest answer to that ubiquitous question, "why do they hate us?" is this: they hate us because we destroyed time. "We" being the west and "they" being the types that will behead their neighbors for decadence if they use ice cubes. We must understand radical Islamism as a backlash against globalization, and we must understand globalization as the destruction of time.

Put simply, the West, and especially America, defines itself by looking forward. Progress is taken to be inherently good and, accordingly, the past is seen as inherently inferior to tomorrow. Much of the East, especially the radical Islamists, look back a millenium rather than forward a minute.

If one culture values the future while another reveres the past, this does not pose a problem to either as long as they stay on their own sides of the planet. The problem, however, is that one of the cultures, the West, must by definition spread its culture to the rest of the planet. The resulting backlash from elements of the East is as understandable as it is inevitable.

Until as recently as 100 years ago, time was what it was, regardless of how a culture happened to weigh the relative values of the past and the future. Regardless of how important and inherently positive the future was in the minds of western men, they could only get there so fast. Until the most recent sliver of time, the future arrived only as fast as a horse could run, regardless of how much a hurry one was in to get there.

This made for a sort of democratizing effect, a check on the west's expansion; so long as no technology faster or stronger than a horse existed, the west's infatuation with progress and futurism was tempered. But then...the west succeeded in destroying time once and for all.

The shift was quick, almost too quick to be noticed, but around the turn of the 20th century the west gained new technology which they already had the ideological underpinnings to use a certain way. As soon as cars and planes came along, the die was cast. The earth had, in the blink of an eye, contracted from a galaxy to a simple planet, whose oceans could be steamed or flown across in days or hours and whose land lay open to vehicles traveling ten times as fast as horses.

Each of these inventions led to scores of others, to thousands of miles of elevated and reliable roads, to passenger aircraft that could circle the world in a day, to weapons that could destroy a city in a second. This technological leap, so violent and sudden, made it utterly impossible for anyone to live outside of the west's definition of time.

Now, for better or for worse, we live in a global community. There are two considerations to bear in mind. First, we might not be better off, considering the harbringers of SARS and 9/11, two very limited examples of how globalization can bring instant global catastrophe. Second, globalization was forced on the globe by the west so, even if there are certain tangible material benefits, many in the east will inevitably resent the imposition nonetheless.

The only interests that clearly benefit from globalization are international corporate interests. The citizens of east and west are both left scrambling for peripheral rewards. Here is the dilemma that we in the west are currently dealing with, however: the future was forced on the radical Islamists before they were willing to let go of the past.
Now we have an enemy that defines purity as life before toilets and penicilin, that defines its ideal future as a reversion to the past, but which has learned to use the future to attack the west. This is the most dangerous adversary for the United States: one with the technological savvy of the west but with the infinite patience of the east.

This is the dilemma we have in Iraq. How can we be losing? American and Iraqi forces outnumber insurgents by at least 20 fighters to 1. They outspend the insurgents by 1000 dollars to 1. So why aren't we winning?
We are winning, and we'll be winning for the next 50 years if we have the patience, which we don't, but we'll never win. To always be winning, but never to win. And why can we not win? Because our enemy has time on his side. All the enemy needs to do is not lose. This is the power drawn from patience, which is lacking in the west since it destroyed time. If one beligerent is willing to wait 50 years, while the other is only willing to wait 5, the more patient one wins, even if he could never hope to win a single tactical engagement with the overwhelmingly superior enemy.

I am not proposing that we in the west start looking back. I am suggesting that keep looking forward, but learn to look forward more than 5 minutes. Or 5 years. The only way to outwit this enemy is to have as broad and sober an appraisal of the long-term future as they do of the long-term past.